discharged

My sister informed me just now that Nanay may be out of hospital this Monday. I was happy but I was in deep worry too because I do not know where to get money for the release of Nanay from the hospital. I am thinking where to borrow money. I can live with just a small amount out of my salary, anyway I am still single if I have to borrow again money from someone. I am looking for another P50,000 in addition to previously borrowed P100,000.

It is just disappointing to think that when you lent money to someone and now you wanted it back, they cannot give you despite they know that you badly needed money. They do not consider that they already enjoying the grace period because their debt are already due years ago, in addition to no interest at all just for them to have easy payment.

I dont think that I am abused but that surfs up sometimes in my mind. How many times I have said to myself Ive learned my lesson but evrytime people come to me and ask for help, I cannot say no to them as long as I have something.

uhh, what now? No time to regret. Look forward what will be the possible solution to that financial problem I am facing.